April 1, 2007

The Joy of Weather, Writing, Music, and Software

Category: Academic,Canada,Edmonton,F/OSS,Tech — Biella @ 2:57 pm

Spring has arrived in many parts of North America. But in Edmonton, North America’s largest and most northernly city, spring has sort-of-come-but-not-really as it recedes fairly quickly. There will be a day of “explosive” warmth (you know, a balmy 45-55 F) and of course locals strip down to near nakedness, wearing shorts and, the more flamboyant will don an 80′s inspired cut-off tee. Hot. This sartorial statement says WE are SO ready for the long winter to leave … for good. Despite the collective sentiment, which is probably shared by 99.999999% of Edmonton’s inhabitants, the winter cold, snow, and breeze are indifferent to our deepest pleas and they come right back, making us sport at least a few layers of winter clothes.

Within this dance between winter breeze and spring warmth, I have spent most of my time staring at my computer doing everything possible to transform half-baked ideas, hunches, sentiments, and theories into coherent words, sentences, paragraphs, and chapters for my book. I am working on it full-force and am enjoying it more than I have in a year though from time to time I get fed-up, lost, sick of it, and my writing soul descends back, deep into one of Dante’s infernal rings, where I fester with my frustration, convinced that I should have become an organic flower farmer/acupuncturist that I almost became (well not really, but I have always fancied that combination as an ideal and fulfilling career path). Slowly I usually make my way back up, brush off the cobwebs of despair, and proceed anew.

Within this highly secluded life of monastic-like repetition, thankfully, I have been enjoying some new things this spring. Once a week I head over to an University of Alberta off-site library facility to pour over archive material for a new project, which I am not going to talk about here (it is super-duper-top-secret) but it has been interesting working at an archive, especially one that is housed in an old Ikea.

Since I am one of those right-brained people, I like to listen to music while I work, and lately I have also become pretty obsessed with house & electronic music, mainly thanks to a local DJ, David Stone whose weekly radio show on CJSR, BPM, is simply the bomb. He claims to bring the “latest and greatest of electronic dance music from around the world” and I think he is totally right. If you like this type of music, do catch his weekly show on Sat nights at 6 PM (MST).

I sometimes get a little sad when I listen to some good music or see some stellar performance because it reminds me that what I may one day have to offer to the wider world—an academic book and article here and there—simply cannot bring the type of joy that musical performance and other creative expressions can bring. While you can listen to songs and over again, a book, if it is really superb, may attract a second or third reading. An academic book or article may at times light an inner light of joy, but let’s face it, it is usually a pretty cerebral light oh’ joy, leaving untouched those part of the brain, soul, heart, where more visceral, mysterious, yet fully self-enveloping feelings of joy reign high (but I am trying my hardest to stick a funny section or two in every chapter to leave a trace of laughter because if I can’t manage that with an ethnography on hackers, I will have failed miserably).

Every track David Stone plays is something I want to listen to over and over again and thanks to mplayer stream dump function, I can. And funny enough, is that in the last month software—believe it or not—has brought me much joy as of late. I have been using free software since 1997 and I used to get A LOT more annoyed—no make that a downright frustrated—with programs (or lack of programs) than I do now. In fact, now, I am simply stunned whenever I upgrade to a version of a program. For example, Word Press 2.0 is like so much nicer in terms of usability and functionality than 1.5. The same goes for Open Office, the Gimp, and even Firefox, which has some bugs, but is so much better than its predecessors.

I once described free software using the well-worn cliché as “the gift that keeps on giving.” And I think that this is becoming more and more true. And like wine, with the passing of time, these gifts usually get better and better. And like a unexpected present that arrives on your doorstep, these software packages induce some joy, because it is actually pretty neat to see these programs develop and grow into something stronger and more useful; so thanks to those who spend their time hacking away at making and improving this software and thanks to those (you know who you are) who helped with my recent WP upgrade!

4 Comments »

  1. Hi Biella,
    I see you’re weathering the ‘great white north’ well :-) I recall when I used to live in a similar place in upstate new york, a place that got some attention this year for the hugh snowbanks that lined the roads, called Oswego. Spring took its sweet time to unfurl, while the snow was melting in April. As for your words-person-ship, I recall all the hacker texts that I have read like ‘learning perl’ or in the pre-search engine days, the big dummies guide to the internet, that were laced with humor of various kinds and the giggles and the chuckles that ensued. Hopefully, in a post-web 2.0 world, folks will look for the records of how it all began and happen upon your dead-tree non-electronic record and get a few moments of inspiration and chuckles….
    Oh yea, I got a chance to meet even promodou, who is about to close on his house in .ca, with his family. You know the guy who uses the french revolutionary calandar?! Have you ever had a change to meet with those FLOSS folks in .ca?
    Cheers,
    Kev

    Comment by Kevin Mark — April 1, 2007 @ 5:13 pm

  2. Hi Kevin

    Thanks for the nice note. Today is one of those more-like-winter than spring todays. There is even a pretty decent sprinkling of snow on the ground.

    As per knowing the Canadian f/oss guys, I in fact know Evan P. quite well (but I met him in San Francisco and also know him as Mr Bad) and then there is the wonderfully sweet Simon Law who I met in Toronto many years ago (at my first debconf) and then had the opportunity to see last summer in Mexico…

    I actually just Evan a long email about cool places to check out in PR as some wikitravel-ites will be making a trip there. I have not heard back from him so I will post it here on the blog so it catches his attention.

    b

    Comment by Biella — April 2, 2007 @ 1:55 pm

  3. A beautiful way to sum up the vicisitudes(?) in your current life. I would love to get to know a _real_ winter, as the closest I’ve been to one is having 1-2 Celsius below zero in November in the Netherlands, for two days… but it really strikes me as hard to live for someone from the utter tropic like you to live up there :) Yes, I know there are some reasons.
    Anyway, the weather was but the kicker for your beautiful post. And this comment exists merely to tell you I enjoyed reading it :)

    Comment by Gunnar — April 4, 2007 @ 7:05 pm

  4. Hi there. Someone stumbled over your blog, and brought your post to my attention. I have to say, thank you for the compliment! I’m really happy that my show brings you as much joy as you describe. Thank you, and keep listening!

    Comment by David Stone — May 5, 2007 @ 8:41 pm

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